Once upon a time.....there was a quiet little blonde-haired, blue-eyed girl who had so many amazing and spectacular dreams for the future. Her heart was pure and innocent and full of life. As she grew older that little girls heart and soul became tattered and torn by her life's experiences. She tried hard. Cried a lot. Kept trying some more. Kept crying even harder. Eventually she became sullen and tired and really...almost numb.
She knew that many of her dreams had indeed come true and she was so very grateful for her many blessings...some of them pure miracles. But one of the most important dreams of hers continued to elude her. It caused her tremendous grief. She had suffered and bleed so much for this dream. In so many different ways and at so many different points in her life. When is the pain ever going to stop she wondered? When is she going to start truly digging herself out from all of the sorrow that she is buried under?
This is the place where she will start to do just that. She is going to start digging. She understands that it will be hard work but that it is necessary. She hopes that by telling her story and working through the lies and the struggles that she will find both peace and happiness. Just as important, she hopes that she will bless someone else in return.
Sweet Jayme,
I sat and read this, and then re-read it with tears streaming down my face the whole time. Thank you for your honesty, for your raw vulnerability. You and I are in many of the same spots in life right now and I am truly honored to be on this journey with you. I am here, digging away with you....And I will remain here, by your side, loving you through...You can do this my sweet friend...We can do this...For such a time as this! I love you.....
Posted by: Jamie | 11/04/2010 at 12:22 AM
She just has! I'd like to dig with you, even if it's with a teaspoon and will take quite a while! I love that Chinese proverb-Even a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step...thank you for your beautiful words and your inspiration...
Love from Marianne
Posted by: Marianne VanWingerden | 11/04/2010 at 06:29 AM
Dig girl. It's time :) Never easy but to restore is to be free. My heart is with you.
Love,
Mignon
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Posted by: litwottondice | 07/07/2011 at 03:20 PM
Es ist es schwierig, zu sagen.
Posted by: boofedgesweve | 07/12/2011 at 06:19 AM
Vi sono certamente diritto
Posted by: boofedgesweve | 07/12/2011 at 07:18 AM
Ganz richtig! Mir scheint es die gute Idee. Ich bin mit Ihnen einverstanden.
Posted by: FuraBardamN | 07/16/2011 at 02:16 PM